Believe in Yourself

I like writing from a young age. I used to write letters to my friends during the summer vacation starting from grade 8. This writing habit gradually paved way to show an interest towards speaking and then eventually into Storytelling for children and adults. I like to narrate stories in English as it was comfortable for me from the beginning and I love the English language. During the course of my journey, there were several offers came to narrate stories in Tamil in various places. I denied all of them as I was not confident telling in Tamil. I thought it requires certain skills and good years of experience. I believed that to narrate anything in a language which I am not using much in the professional career requires much of confidence which I didn't possess at that moment. 

I was part of a life-changing course before few years. The course was completely in Tamil whereas I spoke and wrote in English. The people in the course thought that I didn't know Tamil. I was extremely fearful to talk in that language thinking that I may not convey the right idea and the message to the audience. It took me long years to come out of the shell. Before a few months back, one of my friends had asked me to host the launch of her Yoga class in Tamil. That was my first step towards anchoring in Tamil. I was relieved a little as the feedback was very positive. After a good break, again I had a hiccup towards starting anything in Tamil. 

It was when Doordarshan Podhigai approached me to do a program in Tamil along with other storytelling friends. Even though the proposal looked very attractive, I was hesitant to perform for a TV show.  I geared my mind with a conviction if not now, when am I going to break the shell. So I accepted the proposal and I started working on the script. It was a dream come a true moment when I went to the studio and did a show for them. Long hours of TV crew giving the instruction, the magnanimity of the studio thrilled me. But I decided to hold on,  become a little fearless and started narrating the story. Finally, the telecast was announced from Podhigai TV and the show was on the air on August 20 11 AM. I asked for the feedback from my friends and well-wishers. They all liked the program and some had written all the nuances of the program. 

So friends, in this world nothing is impossible. A few months back, I was a person who doesn't know how to narrate even few sentences in Tamil and here I am in a TV program. If you are aspiring for something extraordinary to happen, it is all possible. All you need to take that first step towards removing the clutches from your mind and start working towards the brighter picture. Once you visualize the final page, the universe will work along with you to conspire that dream. So, it is you who needs to decide, what you can and what you can't. If you have the magic words "I CAN" strongly carved in your mind, the rest is all possible. 

Believe

In one of those tiring nights, my elder son came back to me and said, " I think  I feel like taking off tomorrow to school ?". I asked him ,"Why"?. He said that he was feeling very tired and he wanted to take a day off and he went to bed. There I could hear him talking so much to his dad about one of the recent events we attended and he couldn't stop talking about it. After few minutes I could hear him coughing every now and then and he slept.

The next day morning, he woke up with a bad cough and a little sore throat and definitely that made a day off to school. I told him," Even before you suffered with cough, you have decided not to go, hence obviously it will end up in not going to school as you believed it that way". He was introspecting for a moment.

Few hours after that I thought, whatever we believe, becomes true. If I think, I can do this work even when I am tired, I know I can do. I have personally experienced few people in a contest of Public Speaking, even after their high temperatures and body aches came to the contest, gave a wonderful speech and also won. It is all based on the belief what we have within ourselves.

If we have made up a mind, that I am not going for this event or I am not going to do this for her/him, we can find thousands of excuses to make that happen. It is all what you believe can make the event/incident/memory happen for us.

Day20 of UBC